you're my angel -`

Ok. Peepz. If ur gonna come here and read.. Don't bother.. Cause I changed blog le. =) Hmm. Today after school, saw Niki and WeiLing at my house. They are Keefe's friend. OMG. Niki so prettie lor! =D Hehe. Then we talk talk for a while then later she ask me wanna go watch movie anot.. So asked Dad and he said ok. Hehe. We, including Keefe, went to Westmall to watch 'Cellular'. It was quite nice. Then when outside the school bus-stop, saw Mrs Nizan! Aiyo! Then after that went to the bus. Then dunno what happen I tap the ez-link card then got sound. Walau. Then later the bus-driver go ask me show him my ez-link card. Then he peel off the neoprints and scolded me. Damn him lah. Then later after the movie, saw Chloe, Liza, Yue Chao they all. Then after that went down to the first level... and guess what? I saw him. Then later they wanna eat so went to KFC and eat. Hehe. Then went home lor. Warning to everyone of you, don ever paste your neoprint on your ez-link card... Haiz.

[*broken*] |7.18PM|29//10//04|

Hmmz.Ok. Today they played badminton singles. Doubles on Monday. Phew! Hehe. Then after school, went to Lot1 with Melody.Went to take neoprints, then ate lunch and walked around. HAHA. We went to Popular to read baby books. HAHA. Then got Spongebob! Hehe. Lol. We were kinda lame lah, but too bored, nothing to do mah. Then later saw Jolene(Chaoying) with her boyfriend. Actually, she saw me first. Hehe. Then my Dad fetched us home. He said he's gonna train me. Aiya, forget it lah. I suck at badminton. Ok. Then later Kelvin buy Ashlee Simpson's CD for me! Yay! Hehe. Omg. He's the best brother!! =D Lol. Hehe. Ok. My blog ain't rotting, but my tagboard is. If nobody's gonna tag.. then I also don wanna blog le.. Haiz. Oh ya, hehe! Then Melody and I keep on saying 'sheesh'.HAHA. Lol.

[*broken*] |6.42PM|28//10//04|

Mmm.Back to blog, feeling better. OMG. Tomorrow's the badminton interclass competition. Sure lose de lah. If Ber plays singles, she'll sure win de. Sigh. Things were awful yesterday. CAUSE OF THAT DAMN FUCKED UP 6C TEACHER. Aiya. She was so sarcastic lor. Nvm. Haiz. Maple Story really veh nice to play! =D Hehe. Today we watched 'Ju-on' in class. Was.. so.. ewww. That girl without the jaw.. was so.. eww. And the mother.. eww.. Haiz. Nvm. I wouldn't wanna watch another show like that. NEVER!!! Hehe. At least Gothika was better. Haiz. Dunno what to say. Hmmz. Ok. Guess that's about all le.. =)

[*broken*] |4.26PM|27//10//04|

Ok. I can't even blog now. Cause whatever I blog, he will just.. pollute my tagboard. And give unnecessary comments. Comments that are rude. Comments that aren't even comments. Sigh. Ber is just too frustrated about something. And.. nobody is even there to comfort me. Cause Keefe and Kelvin were not really at home. And all I can do is to keep things to myself.. and read the bible. Found it really peaceful. He's just like a mosquito.. can't stop buzzing. But when I block him, he'll say I'm a coward and whatever. Just what teh fuckin hell does he want me to do? Use a penknife and cut out all my veins? I can do just that.. At least En Wei kinda made me feel better. Sigh. Anyway, there's a new game called 'MapleStory' and.. it's so cute! I mean, the things inside. Really! Haha. Most of them who normally plays gunbound go play that game. Hehe. And it all started with Acespades(Jeffrey). Hehe. Then my brother. But he's just too pro in all the games. Sigh. I can never beat him.. =( Sigh. It really really really hurts my heart to see Ber like this.. And.. I don even know what to do. There are so many hearts being broken nowadays. Don wanna talk bout them. Hmmz. Too many craps. Sigh. Nvm.

[*broken*] |11.23PM|25//10//04|

Hmmz. Nth much barhs. Uhh.. Kinda miss Melody. She didn't come to school today. Sighs. There's so much happening. Just.. don't feel like blogging them all down. Just a blink of an eye and its the end of the year already. I'm really really really gonna miss 6grace. Sigh. On Tuesday, went to play badminton with Ber, Marion, PeiYun, Andrew and Irvin. Lowell was in Andrew's house. Today in class.. it was kinda quiet although they made alot of noise. As in.. So little people come to school today lor. Haiz. Dunno liaoz lah. Everything really is happening fast. And.. all I can do is just forget everything. I changed. I can't change back to how I used to be anymore. He changed me. Changed me a person who hates almost everyone. Changed me into a person with no feelings. Just putting up a front of happiness. Agh. Ok. Not going to say anymore. This feeling sucks. Shan't brood over it. Oh yeah. And one more thing. Played badminton during PE. Me and Ber against Ning, Ruey Yuan, Christine, Charissa. They took turns. Guess they were really good. Aiya, sure lose de. Okok. Laterz!

[*dead*] |2.41PM|22//10//04|

16October2004,8.50PM
Ok. Just thinkin bout tomorrow's chinese tuition. Haiz. I dun wan tomorrow to come! No! Hmmz...Guess Ber enjoyed her partie today. Hmmz.. Yesterday, Ber, PeiYun, QuekQi and me went to Westmall to buy present for her. Then... my dad just suddenly called and said he's there lor. Is like... uhh. Anywayz, people who ought to know what happened, already know. So there's no need to say. Added 2 linkies more.. Lol. Haiz. Dad says he's gonna play badminton with me on Monday! Yay!!! Ahh ok ler. Oh. And one more thing.
Some copycat said that he/she would change and won't copy, but then they didn't. That's why they say, a leopard never change its spots. And he/she copy copy copy until become retarded liaoz.

8.13PM
Yup. I'm crying again. Because Chloe told me something. Tried to call Bernice alot of times. Cause I needed her to comfort me. Now I know.. nobody was really there for me. Yup, nobody at all. Imagine, if everyone in the world were to be kept in the dark about something. What is going to happen? And what is going to happen to me? I make no sense. So do they. We are just humans. What do humans do? They betray. They backstab. They lie. They are not there when you need them. You will only have yourself. Nobody else is going to be there. And nobody is going to help you, comfort you or whatever. In a moment, everything can change. Yup. Just can't stop crying. Because, sometimes, it hurts to know the truth. Someone you thought was so close to you... Sigh. Nvm. Why should I even blog all this when it's meaningless? Nobody will be there anyway..

12October2004,1.41PM Sigh..Ok. Went to Causeway Point with Silvia and Bernice then went to Jurong Point. Actually Ber and I wanna buy skirt one lorz. Then Silvia say she wanna buy shirt. We helped her find for like 1 hour plus. Then she still like not satisfied with the clothes. And she kinda pissed the shopkeeper off at 77th street. Then on Sunday, went to Lot 1 with Ber and Chloe. Took neoprints and went to arcade to play car racing. Then we tried the Para Para 2nd mix. It was quite fun. But Ber was really pro. Then went to Westmall. Played arcade also. Then when we playing the Para Para 2nd Mix, Ber's wallet lost. Plus, if Chloe had took care of our things, it wouldn't have been lost. And then went home late. Got scolded.
Yesterday(Monday), something happened in the morning and I cried. Chloe made me cry. And I cried more because nobody was there for me. Felt like dying. Chatted with Ber and she didn't reply me. And that really made me sad lor. Plus Chloe said some things.. Haiz. Then my Dad came home with his two sisters. Then he brought me to Westmall. Actually to buy the jeans with pink belt in Bossini. Went to SakaeSushi to eat. Then my Dad talk to me harshly. So.. I didn't really reply him. Then he angry. Then he ask me why I cry.. So I told him 'Cause Chloe lor.' Then later he say 'If you're gonna be unhappy, then I won't buy anything for you'. Then he walked away. And why? If Chloe didn't.. then I won't cry. And my Dad won't.. Haiz. Ok. And then now nobody like her liao, so she says 'Gio... I call you later ok?' Is like.. always liddat one lor. When people don't like her liao or when she have no friends anymore, then she will try to be nice nice lor. On Sunday, before Ber came, her tone was different. After she came, then her tone become like so sweet lor. Pui la. Whatever. Very long liaoz.

6October2004,3.47PM Ok.Somebody hacked my a/c. Changed my password. But luckily I can still remember the secret question and answer thingy lor. Anyways, whatever. That somebody.. nvm. There's nothing I can do anyway. It may even be someone close to me. You never know.. Even closest friends betrays. Yup. PSLE is.. ok lor. Not too hard. Ok. Hafta study.

3October2004,8.55PM Rights.Salted my ulcer(pronounced as awser).It was.. painful! Hmmz ok. Bought a Chinese and an English dictionary. Then wrapped it up nicely. Ooh. Umms. My mum actually went to buy F.I.R's newly released album.. The album with the karaoke. It so wasn't worth it lor. Summore I already have the CD. But she wants the karaoke. Guess what? She sang today.. And her singing totally sucks. Umm.. What else? I dunno le. Can't wait for PSLE to be over lor. Ok. Seriously have to go study liaoz.

30 September 2004, 7.43PM Yup! School was kinda great today. Celebrated Childrens' Day. Got mooncake sia! Ok. Hmmz. And.. it was niceeeeeee! Cause there was this group of teachers who danced the so called hip-hop(thats what they said, anyway).And guess what? Mr Effandi was one of them! Lol. He looked like the D12 guy. Hmmz ok. And the song they played was 'pop' by Nsync. Ooh yeas, after that, they had modelling. And I totally think that Miss Fion Tan can do modelling. Anyways, whatever. Hmmz. After that it was boring... Puppet show and story-telling. Yuck. Am I like-5years old or what? Ooh ya. QQ told me that he stared at Bernice for the whole 2 hours. Guess he really loves her. He sounded so miserable in the letter. Saying he needs Bernice.. and how much she means to him.. blablabla. Seriously, I know he will treat Bernice alot better than how Edmund did. Ok. Nth more to say.

28 September 2004, 5.28PM Ok.Yay! My aunt totally rock! She just bought me a Children Day's Pressie! =D Haha. Guess what is it? It's Jay Chou's new CD!! Omg! I love her sooo much! Ok. My mum's very depressed. Don't ask why. I won't tell ya unless.. you are muh good good friend! Haha. Ok. Hmmz. Kinda sad for her too. Hmmz. Ok. So long never blog liaoz. PSLE's coming ler. Have been trying my best to pay attention in class. Gosh, I totally hate miss tan. She sucks big time. She actually asked us to stay back for recess just cause of some shitty Science. Whatever lor. Then today in class I keep giving her looks. Lol. Trying to provoke her! Ok. I lazy liaoz. Don't blog ler!

17 September 2004, 10.32PM Ok. Cried yesterday. Cried today. Don't ask me why. It's cause of my Dad. And my Mum. Not something that happened between them but they just... Ahya dunno la. Nobody cares anyway. Hehs. Guess it's more fun sitting where I sit in class now than with YiKiat.. Although I still miss Bernice... But at least Andrew is not that annoying. Cause he draws 'Wobblers'. And they are like.. so cute! =D Lol. Then WeiJie also started drawing. Very cute lehs! Lol. Now seldom have the time to come online liao lor. My dad is like.. monitoring me everyday. He makes me study for like 4 hours a day? Or maybe 5. Or more. Like almost the whole day? He doesn't even let me sleep unless I completes what he wants. I'm going nuts. If I go on like this, I'm going to die. Geddit? DIE!

9 September 2004, 6.58PM Nothing to do.. So decided to blog. Anyways.. Yesterday before the movie, I played Car Racing in the Arcade with Chloe! And guess what? I ACTUALLY WON HER!! OMG OMG OMG! =D Heh ok. Guess I'm overreacting. Nothing to say liao. Wanna watch Yi Tian Tu Long Ji le!

9 September 2004
Ok. Watched 13 going 30 with Pei Yun, Chloe and Bernice. It was a really nice show lor. Kinda cried at the end. Watched A Cinderella Story yesterday with Chloe. If she didn't get to watch, she looked like she might burst into tears. It was really very very nice lor! :D So far, the best movie. It's been a long time since I cry so much during a movie.. Since Titanic? Lol. But true that it's nice... Came home and my second brother bought A.I.(artificial intelligence). It was sad also lor. Kinda cried too. But did not cry as much as in Cinderella. Watched until 2a.m. plus... Seriously nice. Hmmz. Ok. What else? Hear Ning say she miss Auntie Lorna.. I also miss my old maid. This maid totally suck. She don't wash and clean the plates properly, she watches more TV and sleeps more than she cleans the house I suppose. Always going out without getting caught by my parents.. Blablabla. She is just plain stupid. Didn't mean to be so mean. But.. I just can't help it lor. Try having a maid like that. A retarded one. See whether you will die in a few weeks or what lor. Nothing to say liao.

3 September 2004
What have I got to say for today? Miss Tan just undeniably suck! Even 6P and 6H can go for recess lor. Then she leh? Walau. Whatever lor. Sometimes.. I just try not to hate her... but... agh nvm. Yay. Eating potato chips!! :D Ahya. Hmmz. My results this time.. really dropped. And Miss Tan actually called my Dad and told him my grades dropped. Agh. Let her. Cause I'm going to hate her forever. As if her lessons very interesting liddatx lor. She's beginning to be like Mr. Praba. Today.. Studied after school. Then played Morrowind! :D Its really damn nice. But.. it will be nicer if you have the cheat code. And I'm gonna get them soon! :D Yay! Hmmz.. Ok. Played more than study. Somebody wish me good luck for tomorrow's listening. Ok. Kaoz. I really dunno why my mum will choose such a retarded maid who doesn't use her brains. I want back my old maid :( Haiz. Ahh well. Ok. Anyway.. What's gone is gone. Maybe I'll ask her to come back two years later.. =( *Sigh* Ok. What else? Nothing else. I wanna go bath le! :D

2 September 2004
Haiz.Ok.I just changed the song to another F.I.R. song.. :D Ehhe.. Anyways... Asked my Dad whether Friday going out can change to Tuesday anot... After me persuading him for so long, he finally let me! Haiz. It's tough you know... I have to study, study and study. Well. I guess Irvin really have to thank me. I let Marion sit near him =P Lol. He should be happy.. And me? Very sad. I'm separated from my dear Bernice! :( Haiz. What else? Haiz. Nothing. Miss Tan is really getting more and more ridiculous lor. Dunno how to say. Whatever. Ooh ya. On 31 August we celebrated Teacher's Day and Music Day. And we had to do Ace's workout.. It sucked lor! Omg. And they were like 'pooooot!'*clap clap*-.-'' Hmmz. Then all the teachers also do. Lol. Mr Idris do until so farnie lor. Hmmz. Then.. during recess we went to the classroom to draw the board. :D Haiz. We sacrificed our recess you know.. Then when celebrating hor... Only one song is the mordern type! You wun believe it, the others are all oldies! And the only song I liked is WHERE IS THE LOVE by Black Eyed Peas. Could see almost everyone in p6 singing/mouthing the words when they played it. The other songs.. Lol. Only John sang! He's soooo cute! Lol. Ok. I really really wanna go back to my old seat. Just to be near to Bernice. I dun mind sitting with YiKiat. I'd rather sit there than here. =( My life's so miserable here.. haiz. Ok whatever. I'm getting crappy.
31 August 2004
Nth to say. Just changed this layout lor. Muz thank Ber... Haiz. I love F.I.R. alot!! :) They rock lorh! Hehe. Ok. Hmmz. What else? Dunno la. Anyways... Err.. Really forget liaoz. Kinda alot of things happened? Cried on Friday lor.. Cuz YiKiat... Nvm. Then when I went home, Edwin called. My mum answered.. She asked him who was he all those lor.. Then he say he is JiaYang... Then say we are very good friends.. *cough cough*. Farnie lah! Then now my mum hor.. Cuz Sunday went to Westmall with Chloe.. Then in Mum's car saw GuoCheng.. Then we were like.. Oh my gosh.. Then my mother say 'Who? JiaYang izzit?' Lol! Is like.. Agh.. nvm. Ok. Got lotsa Dad's hw to do liaoz.